Hugs

2010-01-17T21:34:00.001+08:00

i hate to wait for messages.
if you make me wait , i'll make you wait even longer.

Call as many times as you want.
NO MORE VIBRATION TO IRRITATE ME!
;}

Bye!

2010-01-11T19:20:00.005+08:00

i'm at ge-geraldine.blogspot.com stalkerxzx.

I know some people are reading and they...... WHATEVER.
But ily! #$%^&*@$%T^U(*&^%$#@#$%^&

~~~~ ily for appearing out of no where.
Hahahhaa.

ok stop guessing who i love.
i love my bubbles ok!?!?

tired.

2010-01-08T20:57:00.002+08:00

No mood to update. Cant make my brain function.
Might be blogging in another blog.

Ok, i love you everyoneeeee :)

ZH, Lincoln, YZ, and CR kept on calling me laopo and kept on bullying me for the whole week.
HAHA. Imma lucky bitch. (YOU'RE NOT!) HAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!!!!!!
Just joking :p

BYE!

close.

2010-01-04T19:59:00.001+08:00

i like this!

First day of school today. RD came to my house to meeet me. Heeee. Happy happy. Went to 7/11 to buy milkmilk.. Whole day stomach pain pain and feel like vomiting. Pain like eff. Sucks* Worst is school ended at 5! FIVE can. Can die man. I fell asleep on zh's arm during the effing workshop. HAHAHA. Blablabla, then someone asked if he's my boyfriend. So i said " ya he is my boyfriend, gonna get married alr cos i got his baby and he's gonna break with his current girlf cos if me" then the stupid ass still ask me "really?!!? oh, good then" Cant be bothered sia. Oooops! HAHA. Then cabbed home with RD. Damn tired uh~ She still wanna go drinking tonight?!?!?! LOL. I wanna sleep man.

And i feel that THAT stupid teacher hate me lor!!!! Keep on say my this cannot that cannot. Uniform BIG also cannot. Short i understand luh, but BIG leh?!?!? BIG got wrong mehhh?!!?!? Dots sial. And my friend help my pull my uniform down cos short only she also need to say i treat people like maid. WTF. Does she even know what is fucking happening? Will i ask a FUCKING GUY TO PULL MY UNIFORM FOR ME?!?!?!!? WTF, and will the guy do it? CB SIA. People touch my hair i turn only also ask me to stop talking. I never even talk yet sia! She make me think that she's looking at me all the time sia. Irritated siaa~ So many problems. Dunno she be teacher for fuck.

Recess = mess la. The fucking tables, canteen so hot and so many people.. & My stupid friends. I hate sitting with them luh, like damn....... Noisy and everyone looking at us. Im not bitching about them luh, they know my blog also... Hate the fucking arrangement.

I hate school today. I thought i would love school more ;{

Thanks for reading and wanting to know what i did the whole day ah :)) HAHAAH. No one is forcing you to read ahhhh. Be stupid and ask your boyfriend to change class la.. Anywayyyyy, school reopen = HELL FOR YOU eh? Lock your boyfriend in your house please. Don't be childish by asking your friend to ask stupid question like "your boyfriend?" You're smart but i aint stupid. You know, i hate people testing me. You wanna act till so jealous then i shall....

Actually i wanted to write everything that happened in my dairy, but im too tired to write alr.
Ok, byee sweethearts. (Hugs)

Secret.

2010-01-03T19:49:00.001+08:00

So what if it hurts me. So what if i breakdown.
So what if this world just throws me off the edge my feet run out of the ground.
I gotta find my place. I wanna hear my sound.
Dont care about other pain in front of me cos im just tryna be happyyyy.
:)))

IVAN (the person who bully me) say this picture very scary. But Jeremy say look like cat, Eunice say look like wan act innocent and nana say nice nei.... But i think is wanna act innocent ba? LOL. K whatever la.

And im lazy to edit my blog skin~ Half way done. Beezee beezee recently. So yupp! Bye.

stewpid.

2010-01-02T03:56:00.005+08:00

Be happy everyone.

Kept sneezing. Who the fuck is missing me uh? Laaaaughs.
Actually I got flu heeee. So please kiss me if you want flu too :]
Hah. KMA.

I'll play stupid too if you are.

Misses.

2010-01-01T19:42:00.004+08:00

Happy new year + happy birthday to Nicholas :)
Happy happy.

Who likes blisters?
Out of 10 toes, 6 toes with blisters. Knnss.

Hi bitches. Im lazy to blog actually. Quite sad cos my phone have some fucking problem. So i will be phone-less for 1 or 2 days. Was at baobei's house for a few hours earlier on in the morninggg, did rubbish there. Slept for like 3 hours only and i woke up. Can't sleep on her bed, quite uncomfy.. I tapped her once and she woke up straight. HAHAhAHAA. Her reaction was fucking fast. Cute or what!!! I thought she will sai nai sai nai a bit like me. LOL.

Stomach pain + headache = feel like vomiting now. Arggghh.
Totally no appetite.

Oh and we watched some not scary but we were shouting ghost movie. Not scary cos i was talking on phone all the way with someone till i felt sleepy. And some kukubird people called me :pppp And i suddenly feel that i like guys that act cute to me. But too much = erxin. Boo. But some that act cute = ffaaiill.

Act chio pics.

I like my watch. (Many many hearts)

Love.

2009-12-31T01:11:00.003+08:00

:'(

I hate today. Everything i saw was wrong. I just hate to see the guy i like taking pictures with a girl that likes him. Knn. Even though th guy doesn't know i like him la. Im just jealous. I know its stupid la but i just hate it what :( and i know im wasting my time liking this person so i just need some time to not like this fucker anymore. Booo! So never mind. TIME!!!

On phone with Jeremy and a girl now. Conference. Im not talking at all cos i dont talk to irritating people and it doesnt even concern me + im not really happy. Have nothing to say at all. Feel so tired and sleepy now cos i feel that, that girl is fucking disturbing our conversation la. Obvious. I dont even care if she reads this cos i don't even bother making friends with people that talk rubbish and people that don't know how to be "auto". Some more she's saying things that doesnt even concern me why must she ask me to stay and listen? Maybe i should hang up and go to bed.

***

Some people say older guys will love their girlf more.
Some people say love is stupid and ask me not to love.
Some people say they'll love their girl/boyf forever.
Some people say they don't wanna go into a relationship anymore.
Some people say guys are liars and can't be trusted.

SOME PEOPLE.
But why some people just dont mean it? Ha.

Someone love younger boys now.
Someone say they cant love the same person too much.
Someone say they can try out and see if it works.
Someone say some guys can be trusted :)

So this is some people....
I think that someone is just a bitch. You? :)

Ytd went rounding with XXXXXXX. Im happy with him around maybe cos of his jokes :)
Haha. Baby is so cute now that i cant resist and wanna hug her asap. So bye.

2009-12-28T00:51:00.001+08:00

I smile when i see people happy. Stupid or what? Jeremy says im a pervert -.-
Dad was being damn irritating earlier on. Pekchek. Bth sometimes.

who is this guy?
FRIEND
didnt know you have this kind of friends.
(put on ear piece)

How could he say that?! "Didnt know you've this kind of friends"
-_-

Kept wanting to vomit this few days. Walan eh~~~~~~
Meeting Panda tmr morning. MORNING = late. HAHA.
So im going to bed soon.

" love is like a war, easy to start, hard to end.

BOOO. Going sleep now.

Rah

2009-12-27T04:01:00.005+08:00

Stories to unfold, tales to be retold.

I wont say Merry Christmas to you! Cos its over la duh.
Heee.

Its 4am now. I've got so much to say & Im wondering how long will i take to summarize everything into this tiny tiny space. Im so sleepy. Im dying to sleep!

Many many people ask me why i never update.
No mood/no time.

Today I went to amk ave4 straight after i woke up cos i woke up late :/ So i chiong there, wanted to take cab but mummy ask me to take bus the place then i fucking lost my way T.T and it raining = really fucked up. I hate to walk in the rain and take bus! YOU must be thinking im stupid right. (dont even know how to take bus) Im not stupid cos i dont always take bus, and i when i take bus, im always with someone at least someone. And my first time going alone you know?!?! To a place i've never been before. Kay, cant find anymore reason.

Random.

BX : Why your hair like this now?!?!?! (shocked)
Me : Like what?!!!!!!? (gan chiong)
BX : So cute!!!!! (happy)
Me : Hehehehe (EVEN happier.)
BX : Walan eh happy till like this? (diao)

FACEBOOHHHH

I wanna learn how to play this game! But everyone ask me to WAIT!
WAIT WAIT WAIT. ANGRY already.

Hello XXxxXX.

Please don't act like you know me when you don't even know me in real person.
Don't talk about me when you don't know me in real person.
I don't know you so why are you talking to me anyway?

Christmas.

I cant find the full picture !!! (angry face)

Cute!!!

Can't think of what happened the past few days already.

& I owe my darling strawberrrry oreoo cos Malaysia don't have. (random)

Jeremy you're snoring**

confuse.

2009-12-24T04:23:00.003+08:00

Im angry. Im sad. Im disappointed. Im confuse..

I dont know what to do. I just feel like crying now.
What do i do when im sad?

EAT.

F.

Maybe i still think about his feelings. After so many things happened. Will he disappoint me again? But i told bro that i wont........ Idk what to do now.... J says im softhearted. Nooooo.

J so nice. I love J.

1,2,3

2009-12-22T06:14:00.003+08:00

I wanna extend my nails~ but school's reopening soon... knnssss.
sobs.

So many things i gotta do this weeeek. Busy busyyyy. !*@!?#^%&^.
Should i extend my hair? Yes no yes no. Up to myself actually.
Just asking for fun anyway.

I FUCKING LOST MY CAMERA CHARGER.
I think i threw it away last week? Or bubs took it? )))):
ROAR. I shall cry.

( wiping tears )

Funny funny, Im laughing and J is - smirking. Someone just said that im "gl" Booo. Please say im xl and ll too. Im not just gl. On msn some more. Should i be sad instead of being happy? I try to be nice, people take it for granted and thinks that im a little kid~~ No choice but to show my true colours. How sad can it be?

The person who claims that he's innocent :)

Everything PROVES that its YOU and your fucking girlf , but you're still denying. Blah. Since you have the balls to do it, then where's your balls to admit it? Please, you even told people that we're friends for so long alr and you wouldn't do that? HA-HA! I don't care about all the stuff you did, it/they meant nothing to me. I just hate your acting, lies, the way you react just pisses me off cos you're a GUY ya know? Can't you just find your guts out and fucking admit you did it? Or are you scared to lose your friends? Why can't you just admit it? -_- I wont blame you if you admit you did it either. I would feel better. I hate guys that acts like this. DISAPPOINTMENT. Haha, who's your friend anyway? !? ME ? LONG FRIENDS? Friends wouldn't do that. AND please, if its not me, you wouldn't even have the time to play that stupid game. I dont need you to thank me. Hope you read this :) Or big mouths, tell him to read. Tyvm.

Fyi asakurahao93@hotmail.com, your eyes are weaker then your judgements.
(forgot his name, chun smth one)

YA YAA, Im being childish now. Whacking J's arm.
Bloody jiaobin. Bai.

Happy .

2009-12-21T06:28:00.003+08:00

I've got so much to say. I type, you don't needa read.

baby :)

Recently i read a book which uncle SarBee wrote about his life. Pretty interesting, and dad says im the youngest girl that knows so much about them, many many things. Aiya, i know it pretty well that im not allowed to write so much in this blog with people reading. So i wont. But I just wanna let you people know that really admire him. REALLY. Heard from dad that can fucking break 7 bricks. And he fucking whacked a gorilla in its arm and it shivered. Do you know how HUGE a fucking gorilla is?!?!!?

This few days was just Jeremy Jeremy Jeremy, fabian, nana, derick and little boy shawn + justin and some girls~ idk their names can't be bothered either. At Jeremy's house was just Mahjong, mahjong, mahjong, poker, poker, mac mac mac + sleep, sleep sleeeeep while they were playing Mahjong. I just hate the sound of the tiles making noise. Bleh.

Gonna send korkor to camp now with daddy since i can't sleep.
Bye and goodmorning^_^

RETARD

2009-12-18T06:12:00.002+08:00

SOMETHING WRONG WITH PEOPLE.

FUCKIN DEELETE YOUR BLOG IF YOU WANT IT PRIVATE.
MAKES NO FUCKIN SENSE RIGHT.?

YOU WANNA WRITE, STILL DONT WANNA LET PEOPLE READ.
ONLY ALLOW SOME PEOPLE TO READ. (your friends)

YOU DONT HAVE A PHONE? TO MESSAGE THEM.?

RETARD.

BLAH.

ponderinggg.

2009-12-17T02:57:00.001+08:00

should i delete my blog?
i just found out that, i've only got 9k readers since june?
:(

Hello yangyang,
i know you'll be reading. Happy to see your name here?
kk if you're happy, tell me goodmorning tmr.

Today, went out with yangyang, Jeremy, nana and dericccccck. Saw Jt tooooo.
Happy that i saw him, sad to think back?

dearest said : IM GOING TO HUG YOU WHEN I SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahaahah.

Today damn tired, gonna sleep soon too. Hope Jeremy will talk cock till i sleep.
Hahaha.

Jeremy was super cute today^^ I like. Blah.
Bye now cos Jeremy says im not concentrating on talking.

YZZY.

2009-12-16T00:59:00.003+08:00

F U C K .
My attitude and mood sucks today.

Fuck and cb = ahlian? Woah :)))
I think i express myself even better when i say fuck or cb then saying "oh, im so unhappy"

Viewing some girl's pic with abi now, fucking funny. Face like buang only still dare upload in fb. HAHAHA. Eyelash also never wear properly, foundation think like powder, eyeliner draw like those sing opera one, take picture everytime same pose cos she look better ? Ha-ha. Her face worst then cb sial. Please la, you think chio? Puichaonua. Neh ni neh ni buu poo.

Dad and gillian was fucking funny earlier on. Aiya, i know my attitude sucks la.

Tell you guys about today.

I scolded my younger bro for no reason. He was playing dunno what game beside me and he kept shouting to the computer -_-! I shouted at him and some how threw his laptop away from mine on the table. He should be smart enough to keep his mouth shut when he saw me staring at him, but he still continue to shout. Piss me off sial. Make all those kukubird words all came out from my mouth again. Biangxz. Then dad and gillian made me laugh by saying,

g : eh dad, you like girls that are flat or with big breast?
dad : i like those that can flip one.

again,

g : eh dad, girls with big butts = sexy?
dad : you just look ah your ahma.

Wtf la , fucking funnehh.

Didn't really message today... Can't even be bothered to check which message i didnt reply. Reply to what i see. Sorry if you all reading k :(

"None of us really changes over time. We only become more fully what we are."
-Anne Rice.

JEREMY!

2009-12-14T21:59:00.001+08:00

J : Can i speak to you.?

Im blogging here to kill time, korkor is beside me playing dota + looking at me type. Smack his bloody face. Today is dadddyyy's birthday, uncle and family is currently at my house now. Fucking joker he -.- Bully my bubbles baby. HAhaha. Baby's enemy = uncle. Blah !

cousin : i box you.
bro : o.O i square you can?

cousin : geraldine jiejie help me box him can?
me : nope :p
cousin : meinu~~~ (pretty girl)
me : okok^^

LOL.

bro : walan eh

ok bye!
Talking to Jeremy now :))) he looking after my babies <3.

smile.

2009-12-14T02:45:00.001+08:00

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS CALL ME WHEN I MISS YOU?
Coincidence?

i just realize that.......
i've lost many friends ever since ##0#09 :(
@#$%^&*( I miss sabas. I miss themmmmmm.
BUT its okay i'll get them back slowly :)

Fucking cold laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Can die man.
I just bathe and im currently eating oreo and talking to Jeremy, derick, and jason.
Damn noisy!

Just now me and Jeremy went to j8, then amk hub. We went to couple lab, (don't wu hui, we see see nia) then jeremy suddenly laugh cos he saw a group xiaoahlian acting chio with slr, then one of them, with fake eyelash, 1 side drop out. LOL. Sometimes he's really super cute. Th way he laugh made me laugh. Lol, im still thinking about it :] And he told me, he saw a chiobu, but her shoe break. WTFFF!~~ Cute or what?

Anyway korkor promised me to buy me something that would make me happy and he bought me..... OREO. I was hoping for teddy ]: At least he knows i love oreo.
Luvsss.

handsome korkor. Can't find a better pic except this.

G and i packed our room th other day. That day, daddy brought me and grandma to tpy for breakfast. When i got back i saw G and i stared at her and asked her a really stupid question "eh. why you look like me ah?" She was like "huh?" with a smile then she pulled me to the mirror then we stared for 2 seconds? Then we laughed again. Then we finally realize that WE'RE TWINS, FUCK?!!?!? We forget? Or we didn't care? I think we're weird twins. Cos we seldom stick together and we always quarrel. LOL.

OUR BABY PIC. Do we look like twins? o.o
Blue one cuter right^^.
I asked mummy "why give her wear pink?" Then mummy laughed.

baby inside korkor's army bag. Cuteness!

many many months ago de pic.

baby sleeping :)

bye stalkerz.

Cause

2009-12-13T21:00:00.001+08:00

i need you and
i miss you and
i want you and
i love you cos i wanna hold you
i wanna kiss you
you were my everything
and i really miss you.

i need you and
i miss you and
i want you and
i love you cos i wanna hold you
i wanna kiss you
you were my everything
and i really miss you.

bye. going out now! Late already!

2009-12-13T04:21:00.005+08:00

Friendships is better then relationship.

"When someone holds back their tears for a period too long. Be it the time you felt angry, happy, sad, touched or any other simplest form of emotions. When you hold your tears back for too long, it doesn't stop easily when you finally let go"

I just woke up and im gonna sleep again, soon.
Still having flu and mood swings are fucking killin me. Cheebai.

You can stop reading this if you find it too wordy.

I like the way you make me happy, and when we went to 711 buying chips in the middle of th night with nana. And when we just walk around aimlessly not caring about the rest of the world. When you play with my hair, the shy face you gave when you took picture with me in th middle of bugis street with many many people looking, cos you promised me and i know you dont like it. And the serious look when you're angry and we both ignored each other, but i dont give a damn and you told me that i needa give in, when you scan through my pictures and msn chats and ask me 'means what?' when you play with my bubbles baby. When you give me the o.O face just now when i woke up for a bit and stared and diao you then you laughed. When you arranged my bears for me although its not so nice. And i like it when you spam my phone with your messages and miss calls. Time passed and i just wanna remember everything. I dont care how long we're gonna remain like this. One or two months, today or tomorrow, now or later, who gets tired first, i dont give a fucking shit, really. Now is now. If it belongs to me then its mine. If it isnt, i'll let it off slowly. But i will not end this friendship so easily. Hold on tight, Jeremy :]

Smile when you read this please cos im smiling :] you're impt to me. And i'll treat you how i treated you beforee. At least we don't have to fear about breaking up and losing eachother.

Stop here.

2009-12-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

u better dun smile when u see dis :D

how u can slp wit so many bearbear?
what time u waking up ? :((((((((((((((((
u hair all over your face how u slp?
u not feeling hot?

hmmm......

i love the way u slp (((((((:

Like

2009-12-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

Flu + fever + body aching.
= uncomfortable!

Wanted mac for lunch with Jeremy but he came with his 'welfare package' instead.

- porridge, chocolates + tibits and panadol.

Chocolates + tibits = not for me.

knn.

so i ate his porridge. He cook one sia.__. Can't taste anything so not bad. Lucky cant taste :] Daddy likes Jeremy :D He say Jeremy VERRRRRRRY nice boy. Ask me intro to grandma some more. Hahahaha. I laughed like shit.

Till here! Gonna sleep.

flashback

2009-12-11T07:55:00.012+08:00

“ Tears are the word the heart cant express.

I cant sleep again. Its the 2nd night today. Reason? Unknown. Just stuck on bed thinking about people, things, everything that i wanna do, did or remembered. Memories? And questions. Gillian was sleeping soundly when i looked at her. I felt scared. Maybe because it was too dark that i could barely see anything or is it the images that flashed through my mind? Because it was too quiet that i knew i was th only one awake? Was i asleep or not? Was it real? Why am i asking when i know it was real? I know its real because i just chatted with ivan, and now he went back to bed. Don't think im crazy because im perfectly fine -.-

/* It feels good to hear someone say "Take care", but it feels better to hear someone say "I'll take care of you".

I just realize that its th lyrics of the song, imagine.

Anyway this 2 days was just Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy and Jeremy. Nothing much actually. No pictures cos i left my camera dead. Haha. Had a cut on my finger quite deep, very pain. YAY! Jeremy is awake :)))))) Weeeee. Don't smile when you read this. ♥

baby

2009-12-08T06:27:00.001+08:00

hi diary. I can hear birds chipping from my window.

Currently chatting with abigail or whatever you guys know her as, abbiie or abbiieloves?

Feeeding fishes in fb, for my friend. Im such a kind soul. Heh.

i woke up at 5 this afternoon, my messages was filled up with "wake up pig" lovely morning messages eh? Jeremy called me when i was sleeping and he told me that i was laughing at everything he said. Lucky i didn't tell him rubbish :/

i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more. i have to sleep more.

Jeremy loves baby :)
I love baby too.

bye heartache

2009-12-07T06:54:00.000+08:00

Hi bitches.
Hey bitch, stop being a copy cat.

Stayed over at Jeremy's house. With nana, derick, gladys and shawn. Played daidi, then they play mahjong. Idk how to play so me and jeremy there talk cock. Seriously i hate mahjong. I will never learn it again. LOL. I dont understand at all la please! They all laugh at me. Kaninahzxz. Lol. Then me and jeremy go facebook play petville. The game is fucking cute i tell you. Dadadaadadaaaaaa. Jeremy's comp got alot of....... erkhem, you know i know ah *wink.

My pet. See i deco my house till so nice. Jeremy jealous. Cos he like pink too
:/ hahahah.

Went for breakfast with jeremy while th rest was sleeping then went hajilane, then bugis. How long never go there alr? Then to amk, kovan, jeremy's house and home now.

Oh, if you wanna know why i removed my tagboard. Because,
I feel that its a little stupid, actually. 1 day 1 or 2 person tag. I wont make friends with passers. Wtf is tagboard for?!!?!?!?! Talk? Wanna talk, call me. Wanna read? Then read. And go.

Goodmorning im gonna sleep now.
Nights.

pretty

2009-12-06T04:12:00.001+08:00

I cried like fucking 10 times in 8hours today. Eye damn pain.
Stupid but im happy. Blah.

Damn tired.
Just remember to love me.
ily.

Good morning, heavy eyes.

2009-12-04T06:20:00.000+08:00

Look after my heart, i've left it with you.
-Edward Cullen.

I just got home, i'm fucking tired. Baby bit and drag the newspaper when i opened the door-__- Fucking cute. HAhahaha. She don't like the bangala that comes every morning :/ anyway I've to sleep more, sleep earlier and drink more water cos i've a fucking pimple! Damn.

Just for entertainment purposes.

On me.

2009-12-02T04:40:00.003+08:00

I know there's something wrong today. I dont like it.

I know it'll be over if i dont get what i want tmr. So be it then.

I know i talk to many many guys, but i dont do that when i have a boyfriend. Stop being so judgmental.

So YOU. Trying to prove that you're lesbian is it? Since you always talk to girls only :))) Eeeeeks. No wonder you jealous i message guys lah... Guessed so, piece of shit. Sorry, im straight :] HAAHA. Maybe you should stop reading my blog since you're so judgmental. Oh, thats what a stalker does right?

This pic was taken a few weeks ago.
Look weird but i like my hair :D

The chiobu that have license to walk around naked.

Msn now.

a for apple.
b for baby.
c for cannot hong.

Cute or what? :]

atmosphere.

2009-12-01T03:34:00.003+08:00

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Your faith is strong enough but you need to prove.

Hi people.
Shouldn't girls be like those demurely kind? As in more demure maybe.
Seriously, guys like/love crazy girls or demure girls?

But i still think that girls should be more demure because you won't know what others think about you. Girls that goes out every now and then and show case themselves, have you thought of the amount of comments, criticisms and impressions people have left on you? Boo.

anyway love guys that talk cock with me.
Haaahaha :b

fb idiot.

2009-11-30T05:41:00.004+08:00

I'll learn how to use bloody faceboook myself!
Kiss my ass shawn.

biang, i see my sister got 600 over friends. Me leh ?!
Only 70 something ppl add me.!.

On phone with shawn now. He's such a bully man.
Say me sua gu, now den got facebook. Give him a _|_
:p

Anyway add me in facebook people.
-winks-

Suck up.

2009-11-29T23:51:00.002+08:00

I hate you bluebirdface.
Bloody jiaobin.

Im bad. Bye ciggs.
I hate liars. Lie to me, i'll ignore you.

No more.

2009-11-29T03:22:00.007+08:00

Yellow mellow wellow :)
Got see the pink heart on top of every post anot?!?!
I spend 5-6 hours drawing it sia :[

Hahahaha.
Whatever if you don't like it. Cos i LUV it.
*winks* But not to the max <3<3

She's damn hotttt and prettyyy.

LOL. So many people de birthday! Page 1-5.

First.

2009-11-28T06:20:00.009+08:00

Firstly, i suck for having no pictures.
:(

Sleeping till late noon, for, almost everyday?
No time to go out.

Its like fucking 630am now.
Gonna wash up and sleep after i finish ranting.
So much to say about some people. Or maybe dogs sounds better?
Ha-Ha.

}

Some 'friends' cant be trusted.
Some 'friends' just dont have integrity.

It means honesty.

- Using things that doesn't belong to them... Anyway its just a game. Its just their actions that pisses me off. They dont deserve to be my 'friend' at all.

Whose fault? You know it by heart yo.

-hugging teddy-

I love teddy.
Gonna hug teddy to bed today.

Necrophobia

2009-11-27T03:14:00.005+08:00

FIVE MORE DAYS FOR NEWMOON.
Im so gonna watch it.

-Happiness-

Im so gonna bake cupcake and cheesecake for shawn darling.
Just trying out only lah. HAHA.

And. Who wanna bake with me?!
I'll be good i promise :D

HAhaha.
bye!

before

2009-11-26T03:29:00.008+08:00

Hello shawn, stop calling me stupid girl !
Heh, anyway he is not my boyfriend so stop guessing.

I dont have one.

Stupid people does stupid things.
:D

Kay whatever alright? You gain as you lose.

If you wanna gain something, make sure its something worthy or useful :D
If its not then YOU'RE just ae,

And you're one,
COS YOU JUST LOST A FRIEND FOR SOMETHING USELESS.

my world.

2009-11-24T06:28:00.007+08:00

Going for breakfast with.......

my dearest littleeeee babyyyy SHAWN
Cos i cant sleep. He asked me to kiss him for that.
Random much?

Whateveryeahxzcheebaixczx.
Hi shit faces. Pictures taken today which is 24th.

Jiao bins. Left one candid.

Candid, by cheryl again.
She kept talking my cam snapping here and there.
Laughs. My hello kitty walllllet. Luv.

Happy & joy.

Visited puppies today too :/ Heh, i miss them.

Still as cuteeeee as before.

Nice, sweeet, RD threw hers, followed by me.

omgggg i like my eyes here. LOL.

After puppies, cabbed back to bishan, i was so fucking scared cos it was damn dark :(
Reach bishan about 11, wasted 20 minutes whileee waiting for someone. Abi called, ask me to go prawning, no mood so i went home to rest. Cant even be bothered to remove my makeup before i threw myself to bed :#

went down to meet this guy around 1am till 3 plus?
help my sister buy her ciggs. talktalktalk then went home.

K whatever, he don't like to take picture.

-End-

Today was fun :]

Im tired alr! But Shawn is otw here now. Damnss.
I swear im gonna sleep like an ass later on.
Till here. Okey going out now!

unconditionally and irrevocably

2009-11-23T13:34:00.007+08:00

Whatever everyone.
My thumb hurts. Don't even have the strength to tie my hair :(
Dammit. Hope it heal asap.

I hate to know that im regretting.
Because its when i know there's nothing for me to do anymore :(
Ok, i hate me.

Joel: Want wear your shirt so low and take pic might as well post up your naked pictures LOL.

Firstly,
Wear low and take naked picture have no link.

Secondly,
Whether i wanna take and post up my naked photo or not,
i won't.

Thirdly,
Dont say until as if i PULL my short down to take that pic.
I dont find a reason to spoil my shirt like this :)

Lastly,
that LOL is dumb.

Have fun! @.@

Funny how things contradicts each other.

Je sais son jamais

2009-11-22T05:15:00.008+08:00

What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am i supposed to say when im all choked up and you're ok?

Sometimes some songs just speaks you.
Goodnight.

start to slow down.

2009-11-21T21:49:00.007+08:00

Look fierce :/

Before i slept last night.

Bye :D

Anyway i hate you for saying those stuff ytd.
You know who you are ass.
_|_ i wont meet you anymore.

Warm the cockles of my heart.

2009-11-20T01:22:00.006+08:00

Hi pictures today.
All the photo mixed up, different days.

Oh, bryan came to find me just now.
Heh :/ Talked under my house for hours.

My babyluv :D

She sleep till want fall out of her bed :/

Pampered by me.
-

Eating nutella while playing maple. Hah.
-

Mememe.

Memories.

1 eye gone. Cos my baby bit it off ._.

His name is coconut

L o v e .

Till here :)

Never forget that.

2009-11-19T03:55:00.009+08:00

Hypocrites
I don't even care enough to think about what you've done anymore.

Woke up at 8am couldn't sleep, played maple.
Then went back to sleep at 9pm, slept for 2hours.
Nightmare, cried in my sleep. I hate nightmares :(
Stayed on bed for about 5 minutes after i woke up, cried again.

Chalets chalets chalets. Should i go or not?
:/ Consider 1st.

You're gone forever more.
So who will i run to? Who will i turn to?
Now that you left me behind.
Who will dry my tears when i cry?
Who will i run to and who will i turn to?
Now that you're not here in my life.

-

showing how messy my hair is.

Something always bring me back to you.
Goodnight.

reminiscence the love

2009-11-18T00:04:00.007+08:00

blablabla. Lazy to upload pictures. Try upload soon :D
Did nothing for the past few days .
Receive more then 10 messages in the morning everyday,
should i be happy or what? Irritated actually :/

Just now go fetch my grandma at holland, then went for dinner at amk.

Happy :D

Passer, you read book see cover only? Wow, no wonder you've such thinking.
And i hug a guy thats not my boyfriend, u cfm ? I wont. For heaven's sake.
And, even if i do, i have no boyf what. Why cant i hug HIM. Not your prob too cos you're not my boyf, alright!

Bye! I dont care what you say about me.
Im happy thats all.

Always

2009-11-16T03:47:00.003+08:00

Very cute! :/ Superr cute.
especially the last one.

Anyway i was happy today :DD

thousand times like this

2009-11-14T03:30:00.004+08:00

Why must it hurt?

When you say something hurtful to someone, did you care how badly it'll hurt or affect the person? Why never we consider how others would feel till it happened to us?

Why i always cant get what i want? In terms of people.
And those that i dont want always comes to me and irritate me?

1st time eat strawberry oreo.
LOL.

loves, bye.

Fuck you sucker.

2009-11-13T02:18:00.006+08:00

Im too used to people loving me and now, i dont know what is love.

Till ytd someone told me that love was a source of pain.
Why are humans so stupid?
Knowing its painful yet they still wanna love.?

Anyway,
all the guys i know are using same words to court girls, right :)
Ha-haa. How am i to believe.?

Dearest passer,

Know me before you judge me passer. Dont just read and judge.
Its like looking at a girl and saying she is a monk.
Understand? Brains pls.

Just woke up. I luv messy. Hahaha.

Effing tired! Sleeping now!
I hate to cry. But i did it again today.

philophobia.

2009-11-11T21:10:00.016+08:00

I've been rejecting everything. No one loves to be alone, it gets bored being alone really. I will do anything to have what i want or anything i want.
And what i need now is, being alone.

-
You and me together, through the days and nights.
I dont worry cos everything's gonna be alright.
People keep talking, they can say what they like
but all i know is everything gonna be alright.

Ok, random much.
Bye.

Sweet Chastity.

2009-11-11T02:44:00.004+08:00

Philophobia

fear of attachment;
fear of being in, or falling in love.

So i've been playing maple for the past 3 days, not sleeping early and eating regularly Sick of porridge and all. Tasteless. Not sure if im gonna carry on playing maple or not :/ Cos only maple makes me forget about everything around me. I can ignore almost everything when i playing maple. Yes, people, calls, messages.

Good or bad?

Okey, goodnight before i start munching on snacks again.

Halloween2.

2009-11-07T00:44:00.010+08:00

Slept for 12hours ytd.
Caught Halloween2 , scary. Not bad after screaming i guess.? Haha.
Im still sick, sneezing every now and then. Booo :(

BASTARD. HERE IS YOUR PIC.
Hahahahahah.
aha
ha.

I know im harsh at times,
i just tryna be straightforward, i dont like to drag on and on and on.

FLUUUU

2009-11-05T04:50:00.011+08:00

Having sunburns and down with flu.
I woke up at 9am, met them at 10am, and got home about 11pm.
They're going again tmr and im giving it a miss!

Cos :
1. Sunburn is painful.
2. Someone told me not to because it has been raining alot recently.
3. Im down with flu.
4. I dont wanna be thrown into the sea again.

Neeewayz, i've got hell lotsa photos!
Enjoy.

I look like cock that day laaaaa.
That's why i censored th picture :/

My sweetiepies.

She's so cute.

Neoprints after dinner. My favourite one.

I really love th both of them :) Always qian jiu me and leave all the decisions to me and let me have what i want, example this neoprint. All of them is pink, because they know i love pink. I know my attitude suck at times.. But still, i love you both :/

Waited..

Finally she came, RUNNING.

happy :D

Favourite !

Hey you ! Thats my eyoreeee!

Happy moments doesn't last long.

She damn kelian sia :/

They did that to me too even though, i thought i had an excuse of holding on to my cam!
They use snatch one ):

He wanna swim till...........

there, that little island there. But he gave up at 3/4 ._.

Dont really have my pic cos i was the camera women.
:)

Then the wave came and wash away this name.

Tiring, he said.

I like the sky....

Then talked to RD under a void deck for almost an hour..
Bitching about our ex boyf and girls. Meow !
Luvs, sleeping now.

SUAY DAY.

2009-11-03T20:41:00.005+08:00

Rather unlucky today i say. Everything went wrong.

Walk till i lost my ezlink card. Then went to buy the damn green card. Then took the wrong side. Took back, supposed to alight at CityHall, but i alighted at Dhoby Ghaut.
Dumb much?

Pringles now. Woooots. Ulcers soon i can feel them.
My dog eats pringles pringles PRINGLES!
Cute or what?

not edited.

WONDER..........

2009-11-02T22:28:00.009+08:00

i like this now :) Just listen!

`

Tidied it like shit, but it fell again -_-

$38.60 dress from M)phosis and he said it look like a table cloth.!.

Now we both have same hair colour. Nice ;} Giggles* Thennnnnn we had our so-called-dinner-lunch at LJS.

Wondering how long will our friendship last?
You're gonna graduate from sch....... Wont be seeing you as much as like-almost-everyday-like how we're together in school anymore. Where got normal friends meet everyday de right? ): I can imagine how much i will miss you. -Pain-

P
A
I
N
F
U
L
!

Random much? Bye.

easy to want, difficult to get

2009-11-02T01:41:00.002+08:00

Stop staring.

Bubble bath :)
Its random lah duh. Just showing off how clear my cam is. (Laughs)

-
No more whining, i've thought it through.

I will just walk away calmly even though im burning hot inside. I will just shut my eyes and let things go. I will keep my cool, even though im on the verge of eruption. I will just scream out loud in my heart, bite my lips and let everything pass even though thats not what i wanted them to be. Im doing this because im Geraldine :)

I really wanna fly away. I wanna do smth i really love doing.. i wan a change of envir. Drift to somewhere no one knows me and restart everything. Fantastic isnt it :) Why cant i do that.? I have really no idea. I think its easy to want, difficult to get.

My sis just asked me a question,

"Why doesnt God give us what we want? If he's almighty why cant he just give us what we wish for?

My reply.

"God wants us to appreciate the things we get so he makes it tough for us to get it."

WOW ^^. It just came out of my mouth like i believed it but do i? Anyway someone close just came out on me. Haha. People are coming out story that are getting more and more everyday-life-like. No drama anymore? Why? I wan drama.. Haha well im happy as long as he's happy.

Why bother telling me so much? You're so selfish. Seriously. You did that because you know he's after me? Its Sky im referring to. You're selfish. Plain selfish. You dont love me. You just want me, all by yourself so that others wouldnt have the chance to love me. I know what you did to sky behind my back. You better stop it before i start asking people to do it back to you. You should know that 1 word from me, gets 10mens down.

You dont know me.

2009-11-01T19:52:00.018+08:00

You need to watch this video!
Just click to watch.

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I AM DAMN FAT.

I ate 3 bars of chocolates, 2 packets of caramel corn, its some bad tibits. And 1 bowl of instant noodles for supper ytd. Wtf can? Who will ever eat so much in like bloody 1hour except me? Loooool. Wabiangxzxzxz. Raaah. Tell me that i need a diet pls. Dumbass still say want bring me go eat breakfast. LOL. I almost ALMOST followed him to some funny prata house siahzsz. *COMPLAINTS*

Yes, you've got it right. This is the reason.

one, two, three, four.

My favourite. You can click on the pics for better view.

Need another shoe cupboard soon i think.

That's a laundry bag for my clothes. Simple is the best, indeed.

paiseh, my boyfriend's hair nicer then you okay? Hahaha.

Actually, i was tipping my toe. BUT, im still taller then her.
(Sky says : Bua chao. Act tall. Bully ppl.)

If you can notice the crown on my head *winks*

Okay thats all for today :)
Shall end it with bye.

I'll love every breathe i take.

2009-10-31T22:30:00.008+08:00

Thunders are storming, raindrops falling down so hard and the clouds are gone.

Just met up with 2 hot guys, hah. Neeewayz, I ate 3 cups of ice cream with him from mac ya know? After eating he sent me home. He took my phone and.......... then he turned it off...

50 kg or 45Kg?
If im 50, blame it on Sky.
9425**** (Hahaha.)

Havent been sleeping early this few days. Stayed up late last night with his accompany. On bed around 4am, with him on the line. Guess i was somewhere deep in my heart, questions flying straight towards me and i was searching and answering each and every doubts of those questions. Do you still think of me like i do? Will you come to me and tell me you love me? Or just tell me how much you love me and how much you wanna hear my voice again like i do? Its 3pm, good afternoon Geraldine. You're back to reality. - Jared.

I felt uneasy when i woke up, because i know i'll let my mind wonder and it always lead me back to you. Painful. Just push me out of the plane or push me into the road or drop me down the rooftop or a hot-air balloon. I'll feel better maybe.

Looking forward to Wednesday :)

On a mote of dust

2009-10-29T12:56:00.004+08:00

♥.

Angel brought me here.

Its been a long and winding journey,
but im finlly here tonight.
picking up the pieces and walking back to the light.
into the sunset of ur glory,
where my heart and future lies.
theres nothing like that feeling,
when i look into your eyes
my dreams came through when i found you
i found you~ my miracle.

if you could see what i see
that you're the answer to my prayers.
and if u could feel the tenderness i feel,
you would know it would be clear
that angels brought me here.

standing here before you feels like i've been born again.
every breathe is your love,
every heartbeat speaks ur name.
my dreams came through .
right here infront of u

my miracle.

if you could see what i see
you're the answer to my prayers.
and if you could feel the tenderness i feel,
you would know it would be clear
that angels brought me here

brought me here to be with you
i will be forever grateful
ohhh forever thankful
my dreams came through when i found you
my miracle.

if you could see what i see
you're the answer to my prayers.
and if u could feel the tenderness i feel,
you would know it would be clear
that angels brought me here.

Fav song now.
Not really in the mood to blog actually.
P a i n f u l

cut back

2009-10-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

;}

I love you.

Maybe not anymore soon.

Cos you're not even sure if its me you love or her.

Miss you.

this note.

2009-10-27T19:01:00.008+08:00

Friday
Slept at home.

Saturday
Fareast
Bugis
Kovan

Sunday
Kovan again.
Ate 1 mac spicy, strawbeeeerrrrrry and hot fudge sundae....
PLUS 20 piece nuggets. LOL.

Ytd
School.
Pizza with sky, ian, naomi.
We ordered 4 boxes of pizza. Had 4 pieces. Fatty sky ate 9 pieces.

Thinking of someone all along.

Gave steamboat a miss cos i dint wanna see his damn face. Sore loser. Booo! Laoya. Damn tired today actually. Went to school today pon class with 2 handsome guys. and 2 sexy ladiessss. LOL. SoreLoser keep bully me. Poke poke poke. Pull pull pull. Still call my BUBBLES - PEBBLES. And spray water on me. Still give people my number without my permission. But you'll do anything to make me happy. So still quite nice! Stop feeding me already. Im putting on weight. Beeeeeen eating alot this few days. Dammmmitzz.
even if i've forgiven you, we cant be like the same anymore you know?

pink bed :/

SCREWED.

Yours :)

Luv.

still goes on

2009-10-22T22:07:00.008+08:00

- Happy. Joy.

School. Handsome teacher came to our class again. Mummy's home for th puppies. Then home. Stupid Sky keep messaging me. Bully me in sch also right. Grab my neck so hard right.. Talked to ivan otw home till phoneeee no batt.

Click for better view.

Joy and happy.

Blow wind blow.

Wednesday to friday's lesson.

Naaaaah iiiivannn~

Tryna be nice to talk to you, but you made me upset instead.
I dint reply cos i know its over.

No point doing so much

2009-10-21T12:49:00.006+08:00

School till 1, headed home slept will 5, leg cramp while sleeping. Phucking pain till i cried :( Went to school for a concert. Home with him after ice cream :)

Perhaps we're really not suitable for each other like what your ex girlf told you ya. Take good care. Now we both had nice memories together ;} i like them. & will remember them. You too.

Mood suck for the whole day till i talked to someone (x
I'm sorry.

People say my hair like little girl !

Will meh?

i like this ;]

I know i love you now, really.
Tired already. Gonna sleep now. School tmr..
Bye earth.

CRY

2009-10-20T14:25:00.008+08:00

old picture!

No appetiteee :{
Stomach pain.
i miss someone.

Slept at 5+++am this morning and was woken up by baby bubbles at 11am with her paws -.-

Was chatting with someone over the phoneee. Didnt talk much actuaaaaaally. And was chatting on msn with an ass :X Couldn't sleep after that someone hang lorrrrrr :( So J gave me a call and talked me to bed.

Msn with >>>>

This person is damn idiot ! :P
Kept making me laugh.

It hurts but im trying my best.

2009-10-19T13:27:00.015+08:00

I have a secret that you cant know.

Nehninehnibuubooo!

Its 110am now. Have been missing someone from afternoon till now. But at least he missed me too :] Just had 2 chocolate donuts and ice cream. Did some packing for my room earlier on. And guess what i found?

:} my neoprints with justin and the others.
some letters,
my blink blink princess photo album,
MY DAIRY which contains the most memories amongst everything, and it was all about the both of us.

When i was reading, i felt like there was a sudden pull on my heart. I think its heartache. But dont worry i wont think about it anymore :) Too bad its all over. Memories indeed.

Messaging someone and thinking about some things now.
Till here.

It's getting harder

2009-10-18T15:05:00.026+08:00

Changed blogskin, cos some use EI cannot read ._.
I love it alot :D

If you're using EI to read, the words will be much bigger, the links and navigation will be damn messy -_- So use mozilla to read would be nicerrr.

-
Sometimes i forget to love you like i’m supposed to.
But i’ll never leave you.

Click click !

Guess whats this. Hahaha.

idk if it works :/

Randomly taken.

Laughs.

Breakup

2009-10-17T03:59:00.001+08:00

Hello girl. Jared is not my boyfriend for nuts. We're just dating.
Do you know whats dating?

Dating is a form of courtship, and may include any social activity undertaken by, typically, two people with the aim of each assessing the other's suitability as their partner in an intimate relationship or as a spouse. The word refers to the act of meeting and engaging in some mutually agreed upon social activity. Traditional dating activities include entertainment or a meal.

- From wikipedia.

You told him im ugly? Well i am if you say so. Im ugly, im short, im a pig, im stupid, im a flirt, i have many boyfriends, blablabla~ Seriously i dont really care. If im really THAT pretty, i would be Ms Universe by now alr, right? Its just stupid to hate someone if she is ugly. Or prettier then you.

Please luh. At least i dont use those fooking shimmers, eye shadows under my eyebags. Sickening. You think you look cute when you apply it? For a few times yes, to guys yes. Cos its cute to guys. To most of the mature - grown up - girls will think you look like an idiot. Go to town with it. Or be a clown am i supposed to say..? And, if the guy says you're pretty, he is ugly. Or he has a bad taste. After awhile, he will say bye to you. Trust me ;}

Dont bring people down when you aint any better.
Piece of shit. Think about it.

Bed now. Bye earth.

destiny

2009-10-16T18:54:00.001+08:00

Pretty. Angela.

Cant see my face!

:}

Slept at 4, woke up at 3pm. No appetite then had 2 cups of milk for lunch i suppose.

Do you still think of me?
Do you still love me?

Place

2009-10-16T02:30:00.009+08:00

Say i look like a panda. Waliew :(

Hoho.

爱你一万年

-
-
-
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Nice.

; Sore throat, voice very 'sexy' now :[

Using my brother's lappy now. Booo. My infected lappy is now getting cured. Currently playing maple. Booo. I bet Jared is busy playing POKER. Damn you Jared :/
Neewaysz,

I love Kevin ;} .

Vision

2009-10-14T12:02:00.004+08:00

8 days of holiiiidayyys ! Happy of cos.

Fucking comp have virus. Idk what virus also. Dammit.
Bro ask me dont use the comp :( So wont be online too often from now.
Anything just sms or call me ya. Booo. i love you all.

Broken laptop :X

Easy Thing Thang.

2009-10-12T20:05:00.009+08:00

Live and breathe my every fear.
/

Threw my heels in Jared's toilet cos got grass.
Eeeee!

Jared says : Cinderella shoe.
Laughs.

Meow-

Chinese Oral today. Idkhowtoreadmanywords.
Dad fetch me home today including RuoDan :]
Reach home bathe then fell asleep while smsing. Boooo.

Messaging a little boy now. Okey, think of you later! :P

-It's easy to say but when it comes to you,
it's totally a different thing.

Every song has it's own lyrics.

2009-10-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

A tit for tat, a beck and call.
Love me more then i love you. I'll cherish everything now.

Craving for Chilli crab. Tmr go eat with Jared ! Heh.
Boooo. But going for Elaine's BB(Queue) first. So....... Waste my time sia ! Ma fan de. Kidding. I know you'll check la elaine~

Jared came to my house just now. Just left not long ago. Tireed tired.
We were eating KFC. I was holding a drumstick on my hand and talking to Jared. When i turned my head, i saw bubbles licking/biting my chicken. Damn funnnnnny. She's damn cute lah :P

Im waiting for my Mcspicyyy. So long one. Boooo !
Hungry hungry.
Gahahaha. YOU DONT HAVEE!

distance

2009-10-07T18:31:00.002+08:00

Happiness. Can you see?

CPA practical today, dint complete th paper as there wasnt enough time FOR ME. Lost 20 marks just like this. Upset. After paper went to watch Phobia2 at amkhub. Wanted to leave in th middle cos very scaryyy. Went home with Rd aftermath. Im berry tired. My eyes are so damn pain. Gonna get more rest :)

P/S : it hurts so much to ignore and to hate.

all right.

2009-10-05T13:32:00.008+08:00

Don't assume what I'm saying is exactly what you think.
Because i don't think you really know what's going on th previous post..

G O O D L U C K O N F O R G E T T I N G M E.

i wont forget about you.

Gave school a missed todayy idk why i dint wanna go too.. Maybe its because of my eye. MAYBE. Woke up with bubbles by my side. She was licking my hand then i hugged her. Hah, bet she's thinking what happened to me last night cos i ignored her when she was beside me scratching my blanket. Love her so much.

There! Its my baby.

-
Till here.

heartbreaking.

2009-10-04T19:13:00.003+08:00

You made me cry once more, again. By saying things that wasn't true to others.. Since you wanna say things that aint true to other to be shifted away from the blame, go ahead then. All i know is that i wont do things beyond my rights. Be sure you really wanna hurt me when you told them.

Indeed, i've been a fucking dumbass to listen and believe everything you've said.
Im the greatest fool, to you.

My heart getting heavier and heavier now and then..
Know the feeling when someone who said he loved you said something bad to other about you? Know how it feels? Kept you in the dark for so long, still lying when you asked him. Until someone you dont really know tells you everything. What if this happened to you. Think about it.

more then ever.

2009-10-04T01:00:00.003+08:00

Smallest.

Damn funny.
She says 'someone take picture like this one' .

Me : I look like a kid here .
RD : You are a kid ma.

Left one side. LOL.

I'm damn sleepy now, eyes closing. But still chatting on msn.
}
Went out till around 9 just now. Went to study-cum-play. Laughs.
It got so dark when i went home and i got scared. Thats all. Its 1am now.
Gonna find something to do now!

wise or otherwise

2009-10-03T15:01:00.000+08:00

Luv.

This pictures says luv.

Omg, baobei just send me this picture!
So adorableee!

Ok, i've been a bad girl today. I didnt revise, all i do is sitting in front of the comp.
Promised someone i will study at 2, but its like 3 now -_-
Sorry, I'll study tmr. Promise!

having so much to say.

2009-10-02T14:50:00.002+08:00

I love today.

When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options.
How could you run, how could you fight when........

doing so would hurt that beloved one?
If your life was all you had to give your beloved,
how could you not give it? If it was someone you truly loved?

I drew it! Really.

Me or her?

Hi.

Sleeping !

Wawa.

Cute.

Loveeeee my hairrrr.

Scientific proven.
Taking picture kills boredom.

Me-ow~

Nothing to do in the gym~

Sexy hair.

English paper today. Went to school with Rd, and him :)
Went home around 10am with baobei. Luvs.

Trash.

2009-10-01T21:14:00.013+08:00

English paper tomorrow.
Gotta sleep early, so a little pictures for today.
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Please dont leave me, erkhem.

It describes me sometimes, haha!

After weeks,

i've finally finished reading my 'NewMoon' and 'Eclipse'
One word to describe, FABULOUS.

Gonna continue 'Breaking Dawn' after examinations. Rather busy studying for EOY recently, sorry for my bad attitude people. Learn to love me deep deep huh. HAha. Had been ignoring some or maybe mostly many calls and messages. Im feeling guilty now and im sorry. Sorry babes.

Neeewayz,
Before i start reading this novels, i told myself that it was just a novel. Haha, I'm afraid i would put too much emotions into it, th novel. I always do, because the author used many of descriptive words of how she is feeling. I dont wanna read the book till th end! BECAUSE ITS LIKE THE LAST. Then no more :( Dammit. Know the feeling? Can't think of any words to express my feeling. I dont wanna stop reading this novel, i wanna read it forever yet i wanna finish it asap. You understand? Hah, forget about it :]

Pictures taken in the library today.

RuoDan is clumsy :/

Sleeping ~

Luvssssssss! MINE!
Gonna keep it in the museum like Jared said. HAHA.

Dont take pls. LOL.

Jared was such a sweetie pie. He waited for me from 110pm to 545pm by my side in the library when i was busy revising with RuoDan. Beside me asking if i needed some drinks and disturbing me :) I know you hate studying. But you stay waiting for me doing all sorts of nonsenses. I know you're tired yet you're still worried for me and even sent me home. I know i know i know it all. And I also know that i didn't give a flying bird on how i treated and scolded you th other day too. Sorry again.
I love you, alot.

basic

2009-09-29T19:15:00.001+08:00

Can see? :)

Im an angel :D

Yuums.

:)

Went to school, studied, nothing much actually. Went to buy bubbles with RouDan after school, super duper fun! TianCheng kept laughing at me. Haha.
-

Bye lovely readers.

facade.

2009-09-28T20:37:00.006+08:00

My nose hurts, my finger hurts. My leg hurts, my head hurts.

Nose bled today.
My clip poked into my finger below th skin.
A cut on my leg.
Lots of thoughts in my head.
Flowers wouldn't melt my heart.
Aldric, you've really touched my heart.:(

School with RouDan today.. She went off earlier as she had headache. Mood was rather bad in school this morning, as i quarrelled with THAT SOMEONE. Then met RouDan at bishan after school with baobei :D We had some Korean dish, th kimchi wasnt really good, slacked with xfeng and all. Then someone asked for my *erkhem*. Laughs. Then baobei. roudan came to my house :} Nice! Jump till my bed wan spoil liao, need buy new de! :( Nxt time they bully me, i know what to do ler. Hahaha. Put bubbles out to bite them :X Hahaha, evil evil me :p

Th happiest thing in life, is also worst thing in life..
Its love.
-Geraldine.

Love you baby :3 bles.

Mememe.

My love, my baby.

Loooools!

Nice :)

Deeeelicious :}

- 为你而活.
Someone told me this and asked me to guess the meaning, wats does it mean?

Dearest dairy...

2009-09-27T23:02:00.012+08:00

Happy birthday pretty pam :)

No trans fat! But why am i so fat! :/

Fattening stuff.

Jared's cookie :X

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Im lazy to organise more pictures._. Having sore throat, uncomfortable. :( Hate it hate it hate it! Gonna sleep now, Jared's scolding me. Cos he's gonna fetch me to school tomorrow :P I won't be late again! I promise!
-

Th guy at 0.28 - 39 is damn cute. Cute! OMG.
And the girls are as cute.

Stay true to your love.

2009-09-26T22:44:00.006+08:00

Love will tear us apart

Time check: 1035pm.

Girl's dont understand guys, so does guys.

- Bbq at pasir ris :)

Met up with jared, wm & wx around 9pm just now. Went to eat deep fried icecream, damn oily, but nice. Wmiao talked bout something, then his face changed. Don't think idk Jared.. I've eyes babe! (Babe is babe, not baby. )

Stay true to me.
-Hearts-

diet

2009-09-25T17:58:00.008+08:00

Differences between Love, Lust, Infatuation.

Be yourself. Don't dress slutty. It may seem like good attention at first, but its not the kind you want, is it?
Don't try to become/look like someone else, because even if it gets you the hottest guy in school, he won't really be liking YOU now, will he?

Don't Be Stupid. Be Empathetic.

Don't be a fake just to impress a guy,
if you have to change yourself for him he's not worth it.

-
Im so tired of everything.
I'm always with Jared till now, we're th hot topic, in school :).
Should i be happy? I might be smiling always in school, but in my heart, i hate all of you for talking about me. Im just a normal girl. Mind your own business, pls.
I hate to explain myself. But why am i explaining now? Because i cant take it anymore.

Because :
1. He is not my boyfriend.
2. He is just being nice.
3. If being together is called 'steady' i'll burn your house.

months back.

his bear. lol.

Time for bed.
Not gonna reply to any messages until i've calmed myself down.
Sorry ive made you worried. Tired.

Forever

2009-09-24T19:27:00.006+08:00

Not so happy.
Tired after the whole day in school.

Slept around 1am yesterday, woke up at 545am. Left home at 645. Left him waiting for 15minutes :/ was super tired during lesson today ]: No mood to listen, i was teaching my maths teacher instead of he teaching me ==! Recess with him and baobei. Accompanied him after school for baking. Made my uniform full of flour, regretted helping him. Then went home :))

Then, baby's dog food came, $180 im broke alr. I spend almost $40 per week for her daily dog food. Too bad, she's my life. She's more important then pretty clothes, dress, EVERYTHING you could ever think of.. And my chiwawa is still at aunt's place. Thanks to pampered bubbles. If i were to choose, i wanna be bubbles. She so lucky. Laughs.

-

i miss primary school :(

Totally forgotten about everything in primary school, until i saw this photo.
Cute right :D

Im gonna sleep now again, tired!
Luuvs.

thousand

2009-09-23T22:20:00.010+08:00

Left home to school for HIM. He made me wait for 10 minutes. Hehe, chatted with some people while waiting for him. Went for lunch and to his house aftermath. He cheated my feeling la. Dammit. Went to junrui's house after that. Haha. And the weather today was so so so hot that i needed an umbrella.

Someone : Why she so cute.
Someone : Oh of cos she cute la!! If not why so many ppl like her.

Someone : She got bf?
Someone : YES. She have alot of admirers.

Dunno me or anything about me, don anyhow talk about me.
-Begs- don advertise my name .

I LOVE JARED! (BIG ENOUGH? Its the biggest:)

Pictures were taken yesterday & afew days ago.
Good hair day :D

Hehe :/

Love my hair here :D

He kept asking me to take picture with him.
I look so weird !!!!

Again. *Smelll*

Fugly.

I was like 'OIEEEE' Stamping my feet on the ground.
Laughs. Good hair day! :D

Water.

Future boyfriend. HA-HA, impossible.
Cute right!

Tiptoe :)

Weird but i like it.
My face look so flawless._.

-
Alot more photos to be uploaded, but im too lazy and tired to do so.
Lazy to arrange th pictures. Tired after uploading all.

Thats all.
Sweetdreams to all.

haunting me.

2009-09-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

Thought of u.. Out of nowhere.

Saw each other once before we got together..
Know you through Fabian..
We were together for about 1 week only...
Went out TWICE after

1st was with Zhiling to hougang...

You wanted to meet me out of a sudden... When i was out with zhiling. So we met you at amk. We were taking out $ from the bank, and took quite long.. We were smsing... You complained to me that you waited for very long -_- But when i saw you, you were smiling :) Carrying a small bag, holding on to a bottle of drink :) You asked me to keep the bottle in my bag as yours was too small.. We were discussing where to go and zhiling said hougang. So we took bus there.

When we were walking to the bus-stop, you were walking at the back becos i was walking with zhiling. Then you suddenly walk beside me and held my hand... When we were on the bus, zhiling purposely sat behind me as she wanted you to sit beside me. You rest your head on my shoulder and looked at me asking me if i want to eat sweet. Blablabla~~ Then we reached hougang. Zhiling was hungry, and wanted to eat. So we accompanied her to eat.

After awhile we went out of the coffeeshop to smoke. You held my hand again. Then we were at the back of the coffeeshop. I was standing on the pipe, the big pipe. And i stepped on your foot. Then we laughed. Haha. I rmbr i was taller then you cos i was standing on the pipe :) You look up to me and hugged me. Then you put your head on my stomach. And you said ''baby i love you''. And you asked me to come down of the pipe. then you kissed my lips. Then *erkhem* i didnt wanted to so we went back to find zhiling.

Then we went to buy contact lens. zhiling was choosing, and we went smoking again. You kept hugging me and zhiling saw. She laughed. Then we laugh together. Headed to hougang mall soon after, we went to the washroom and you were waiting at mac. Looking after my bag. Haha. And you have to meet your friends for a movie.

So we walked to the mrt station. And you told me, you are not meeting your friends so early. Just wanted to be alone with me. Haha. So we sat beside the mrt station. Some funny place. I remember you lie on my leg... Then you sat up again. You kiss my neck and i say your moustache was irritating. You said sorry but u still put your lips on my neck. We were just hugging and reading your friends messages. The guy name was 'AHBUI' Laughs. And you kissed me again. Asking me to leave zhiling alone there to follow you to the movieee. Then you went off leaving me with a peck on my lips.

2nd was only us two,
we were walking and a guy asked for my number, you were angry. Then we went home...
You saw a guy that comment me in friendster, quarrelled, and we broke up.

After few more days, you texted me, you told me that you miss me. But i didnt reply. I admit, i've forgotten bout your message. Till now, i think it was a stupid reason that we broke up, isnt it?

I remember it all. Out of a sudden.
Im not sure if you'ld read this. But i think i miss you damn alot.
Nice memories though :)

School tomorrow, bye.

past.

2009-09-21T17:47:00.011+08:00

Hello panda !
I know you love me being your friend.
Anyway i love you too :)

BlaBlaBlackSheepHaveNoWool.

Im rotting in my room, on my bed. Did some studying earlier on. Laughs.
Played maple, msn, sms, and the wost is i ate alot of junk food.

Woke up around 11.
4 miss call from my aiai (jiayi)

Anyway, sorry my dearest aiai :(( This few days busy sleeping and studying. Love you as much as last time. Omg, 2nd year anniversary coming soon! Few more months to go :D Hahahaha, i rmbr, its on the 16th. Hehehe.

Jared wanted to come over today. But i was too lazy to entertain. And, he is not my boyfriend. Who knows about the future? :D So..... Clarify 1st, before u spread rumours bout me okey ! :}

School tmr, so stress. Hate school for nutss. I know many ppl miss me :O Hahahaha! Selfclaim lar. Just jokinggg. I miss JR. Weee. 3 more days can come back to school already ya? Wakakaka.

Thanks for tagging everyone... For calling me pretty.
Haha, you're all blind :/

Okey, gonna help aiai make her blogggie now.
Hohoho!

JARED JERK

2009-09-19T23:40:00.008+08:00

Woke up around 11, bathe, online, reply smses, jared came, slept, went out for lunch/dinner.
Took pictures.. Pictures below. And he just went home :)

Enjoyy yoh.

Hmm... chubby face, messy hair..

I didnt apply make up. Right Jared?

Actually his face was >> but he ask me take out.

I can see baby trying to escape..

Seeeee the way baby sit.

Need bathe for baby already..
Smell smelly people, sure become smelly :D
:/

Bullying my baby.. The look so cute tgt :)
HEH.

-
On phone with that idiot now..I think he fell asleep already._.
See the title of this post^^ Can hear him snoring :X (eeeeee ~~ )
(Stomach growling..)

Till here! Luvs.
Im on msn and gonna sleep soon. So bye human baby's'.

Funny how things contradicts each other.

2009-09-19T13:19:00.001+08:00

Do he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head?
And does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall?
Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you?
And does he cry through broken sentences like, ‘I love you far too much’?
Does he lay awake listening to your breath, worried you smoke too many cigarettes?

Baby don't worry, you're my only, you won't be alone.
Baby don't worry, you're my only, don't need to worry.
Even if the sky is falling down down down down down~~

Just woke up not long ago.. At this page for quite some time alr..

Gonna play maple now. Miss me people..

Hmm..
Will you forgive me, even if i've done something bad?
And it will hurt everyone? I wouldn't expect a yes from any of you.

2009-09-17T20:36:00.002+08:00

Didnt go to sch ytd as i couldnt wake up.. Met roudan this morning, go to sch tgt. Heard that Junrui fought with a guy in sch-_- And got suspended from sch today. Sms-ed him even though i was just sitting beside him. Hoho. Teacher don allow us to talk. Lmao. So sms lorrrr. He accompanied me to eat at Subway then slack around amk... Boring place :/ Though he was laughing, i know what you're upset la ;D he take my phone anyhow sms people ._. I vomited agn. z. Cant see jun for 5 days ;(
Then he send me home.

Roudan and baobei joined us.. Then went off with her boyfriend. Handsome uh her bf~ I also want. Hoho. So macho. LOL. Baobei was mimicking someone -_- Tryna ruin our sistership. Okey, its over. Blah. Had fun with them today. Laughed alot too. Haha.

Stomach hurts now. Pain.
Love you all.

ALL I WANT.

2009-09-14T19:18:00.006+08:00

Sweet as sugar.
(I took this picture.)

I wanna learn Psychology. I wanna do many thing.
But, am i able to do it?

God please tell me what am i gonna do now.
Just cuddle on my bear, my blankie and cry?

So many things in my head now. Its gonna kill me anytime.
Why are all these things happening to me at once?

Fall outs between friendships, and guess what ? Even girls are fighting over me.
My 'so called sisters' are bitching to me about each other.
Why doing all this when you both know i wouldn't even care?

Dad is gonna send me to US. Why? I dont want to go over there! Sickening.
I'm just gonna shut the door behind me, and lock myself up in the room.

Okey whatever, i wont commit suicide. Im a positive girl.

Have been rather rude to some people. Pardon me for my attitude prob.
My bad my fault im bad.

~> Went to sch alone today..., totally not in th mood to study, slacked around with people. After school Jeff, Adrian come to my class to find me, personal matters.. Then Jared and Junrui came after that followed by Lincoln & Zhenhock. They were still smoking and i just walked away. I dont know why either. I just ignored all of them for no reasons, except Jared. He accompanied me to buy my baby pink shoe from converse. Planned to wear it to school tomorrow :) & we went to NTUC to buy strawberries. Sent me home, silence all th way and somehow we managed to have ae short conver. Something happened then he went off.. You're here with me jared :D. Always feel safe with you beside me.

Think im gonna move my stuff to grandma's for th time being.. Grandma's th best, she always sides me no matter what. Luckily i have my own room here too. Thinking about it, im just gonna study after school till 5 or 6 from today, everyday with him for 2 weeks before EOY (:

It seems like we're getting further.. You noticed? Can we go that far till we're more then bestfriends?

The strawberries i ate were sweet, but you were the sweetest today :)

fallen

2009-09-13T02:18:00.009+08:00

DARLING! THIS IS EYORE.

Was talking to darling bout how many hello kittys i have in my room..
What i like and we talked about eyore...

Me : I like eyore. You know which one ma?
Darling : brown de?

Lol, okey, perhaps Eyore became brown in her eyes.
Hahaha!

Died with a chair.

-
Feeling a little bit disgusted.
Curious why some girls talk lyykes kawaiinehhx. Wiib double ii and tuhh xx at the back. -.-' This isnt the way to act cute for you. Only.

Saw something ytd, wasn't happy at all. Someone took my picture and said it was her in her blog. Went back to her blog again today, lucky she have already removed it away from her blog today. Anyway, you'd better stop taking my picture and use it as ur dp or upload it in your blog again.. If i see it again, i will report it to the police :)
_|_ Poser.

- you lied, you made me upset, you lied agn :) Iswearthiswillbethlasttimeitalktoyou.
You'vedissapointedmeagain,againandonceagain.Everythingshallendhere:)

Im super duper tired alr. Gonna dive myself to bed now.
Sweetdreams planet.

Strawberry.

2009-09-11T22:07:00.010+08:00

As you can see from my tagboard. It was damn embarrassing.
Okey. Let me tell you what exactly happened.

-Junrui and i was shopping for food, and we happened to pass by bengawansolo. Went in to take a look as i remembered eating some supersuper nicee STRAWBERRY and peach cheesecake from there. Don't laugh at me like how JunRui. RAH ! ;{

Dunno who : Welcome take a look.
Me : (smiles) Hello.

Dunno who : (looks at me with a higher eyebrown) May i help u?

Me : Why don have the starberry and peach cheesecake?
Me : (armchio) I mean strawberry and peach cheesecake.

Okey, dont laugh at me already rui :)

-

Ytd, when i was playing maple, a girl made me unhappy.

Her ign (in game name) is ixyunaxL.

She said i look like a mermaid with legs. Wtfuck, bloody shit. Whether its good or bad, i don like it. I just don't like it! Who she does thinks she is? A judge? To judge on how people look? So judgemental can? What if i fucking say she look like a prostitute with loose vagina? Its the same. Fucking insulting right? This is how im feeling. Sorry to be rude.

Yesyes :D iQWERTY is me. Bleh :P
This guy's ign so funny Lol !

-
Know when im angry , i bet you didnt know.
Know when im annoyed, i bet you didnt know.
Know when im sad, i bet you didnt know again...

That makes me more upset each time i talk to you. Im showing a little of attitude to you and to make you quarrel with me so that i could vent my anger. But you seem like you didnt care about how im feeling and changed th topic. I tried to understand but im really pissed to accept th fact that you didnt wanna quarrel, or is it that you dont care?

Thats all. Bye earth.
Luv beibei,

we take longer to rise with the morning sun

2009-09-10T13:05:00.004+08:00

Ytd, met up with Junrui for lunchhh. Then bought bubbles down for a scroll with him. Bought maple cash :/ Then 1 didnt work, so be it. Got cheated of $30.

Fullerton hotel :)

Roses are all red? :X

J: Im shy today.
(Lol :/ Opppsie.)

Nice :) But the price is nicer. Lol.

-
Baby was pushing my leg when she was sleeping just now..
See that naughty girl.

Mememe !

Weeets o.o.

HELLO KITTYYY !
You know i love everything of hellokitty :)

open up..

Tada! Its a ring ! O_O

Wear it to town okey? Hoho.

-

Taken by Jared-.-

Dad just gave me $ . Cos i stayed at home. Wtf?
Getting paid for staying at home? Nice job :P

AND,
Today's lunch have baby sotong.. So eeeew. Decided to skip lunch today :/
Was complaining to jared about all the scaaaaary legs -.-
Heh. Im pampered, yes.TRYING MY BEST not to be!

in your arms.

2009-09-08T01:19:00.011+08:00

Blogging to kill my insomnia. Taking some time off to reflect on certain issues. Ive not been exactly very happy these few days. There are so many things that i want to do and achieve but ive no idea how to work my way there.

Okey, do you guys know that being jealous is a sin..?
I've committed many sins alr :/
And envying is a deeper sin.. Anyway, I WON'T envy.
Cos when i want smth, i must and i will get it.

- scolded baby bubbles, regretted. Im a bad owner.
I promise to treat her better and not to scare her anymore!

Laopig (laopo)

Hehhhhh. Love the shirt effect :D

Firstly,
Im gonna ignore someone for 1 month. Hmmmpf. I hate people lying to me and you know it too, ws ): Chance was given for you to cherish..

Secondly,

Xuan misses JunRui, he's enjoying himself at malaysia now.
& will be back on Wednesday, 090909 :D
Im waiting. 40 more hours :)

Thirdly,
Im gonna take out my tagboard soon. Eeeew its rotting in my blog :(
Leave a Yes/no if i shall remove it.

Someone,
Please tell me what kind of girl i am..

Lastly,
Im damn tired now. I wanna be pretty, so im gonna sleep soon. Its 1.40am now. Hope no one will ring me up at 8am, like someone IVAN did today.
(ANGRY FACE HERE)

Bye earth, sweetdreams to all.
Till here ! Luvs,xoxo.

yes.

2009-09-06T22:53:00.003+08:00

Woke up 12+ > bathe > noodles > tiramisu > sasauges > coke > online > fell asleep > online > Jared came to my house > dinner > went to 711 to buy chips& chocolate > chocolate cake > cheese cake > apple > chips > water > mac (mcspicy) with jared > vitagen.

10 meals a day. How? Am i like fucking lucky? Eat, sleep, play. = pig (Said by Jared)

So........ Jared is currently at my house now, inside my room, beside me, lying on my bed playing his psp... There is a smelly smell in my room. I think its him -_-'' HAHA kidding. He kept asking me to eat eat and EAT! Eat till i want vomit alr. I think his stomach is damn fucking big, cos he is telling me that he is still hungry. Whose the real pig? :) Anyway, he's here to accompany me. Nothing more. No, he is not staying over.

Playing maple and eating chips now. Yawns. So many messages, but im only replying to some, now. He's leaving now. 12.14am.

'bye jared'
'send me home'
'ok, after i sleep'
'reply my message'

LOL! Didn't manage to take some of Jared's picture. He kept moving around my bed. Throwing bears and pillow at me. AND HE IS HUGGING MY BOLSTER! :(

-
Can i replace myself with 'Bella' from th novel Twilight? She and Edward is like so fucking sweet. But me? Forget about it. Thats i exactly want but it WON'T come true. WHY? Cos its just a novel? Then fuck the author. Why not we stop loving? Since love will hurt so much.

I always ignore other's message, cos i dont feel like and feel like its wasting my time for them. But when it comes to you, i blame myself, for being like this. Mean. For ignoring. But in th end, i'll still reply.

-Much love, beis.

DECEMBER.

2009-09-06T00:51:00.007+08:00

What do you do when the only person

who can make you stop crying is

the person that made you cry?                        

-

I spend 23 hours a day wondering whether we’re wrong for each other, wondering whether we’ve got the energy that we need to get through everything that we seem to get into, whether the baggage we both bring would sink a small ship. But in the 24th hour, I realize I’ve been thinking about him for 23 hours and I come back to there’s something about him, I can’t stay away from. Something about him, that makes me want to love him.

I'd rant and show how unreasonable i am because i really don't give a flying bird on how unreasonable i am.. But i'll rather not.. I don't even know how to start blabbering on like i always do about this shit.

Had an argument with someone earlier on..
I'm afraid i would let it end here. Guess im not strong enough to hold on to it..

Jared is chasing me to bed. Eyes are closing, he is singing.
Awaiting for December...

booooo!

2009-09-05T14:24:00.011+08:00

-God, can i have everything?

I wanna marry too.

On phone with jared now. Just helped baby to bathe, she's sleeping beside me now.

Someone make me happy pls. Im not happy! Jared is telling me reason now-.- Naggyy sia :/ Might be meeting him for dinner later. Finger has a cut. Goddammit. Don't know how i got it too.

- My maple acc got hacked. Son of a bitch. Forget it, its just a game. Feeling like buyg those Acash again. Tempted. But i promised myself not to buy again. I'll spend about $100 each time i buy. Suck balls :/ Fucking game is pissing me off. Really, i cant resist this temptation of buying cash. Dammit. Maple suck big cock. I scaaaared i regret after i stop playing maple.

Enough of ranting for now.
Eating tiramisu now. From crystal jade :P

----
Went for picnic with love th other day.
Enjoy.

Taz (:

Snap snap.

photographer.

Isn't she pretty?

Weird ._. nice butt girl :P

Watch this, damn cute :/

Thats all / its 4.09 now. Bye & Luvs.

BADBADBAD

2009-09-04T19:07:00.013+08:00

ARRRRRRRRRRRGH. TODAY IS A BAD DAY FUCKING BAD DAY!

Late for school , with JunRui. And tio suspend. Not fair he didnt ! Cos he late lesser then me. WTF alright.. Let me tell you what happened EXACTLY okey. We were JUST, 1 step before th gate closed. Arrrrrrrrrrrgh!

Then had to sing the national anthem. Fuckedup man! So embarressing and the weather was damn hot. AND idk how to sing, and i had to SING ALONE. FuckedupFuckedupFuckedup. When Junrui and th rest was singing, i was laughing. And when i was singing, the DM was laughing. WTFFFFFFf. ''you better learn ur anthem'' And i just glared at him -_-''

ARGH.
This is so unfair. I gotta sit outside the GO from 8am-5pm, again. Phone was with Jared as i told the principal i didnt bring my phone. AAAHHhhhh! Then Junrui asked me if i wanna play poker. Rubbish can?!! Then i smiled to him. Ask him go die.

What a stupid day. And my tighs hurts lar. Have a pile of books to bring home. Luckily daddy came to MY rescue !!!!!!!! If not i have to take a cab home and smelly those leather smell in th cab.. :(

dad was messaging me during my suspension. He waited for me from 430 - 505. How sweet :)

dad : darling are u coming out yet.
me : yes. wait fatty.
dad : pls move ur fat ass quickly my neck is killing me.

on the car.

me : Luckily if came. Im thinking of taking a cab home (smiles)
dad : pay me $10. Its after 5pm alr. For petrol ( smiles back )

Okey, im enjoying th air con in my room now. Lying on my dearest bed. Haven eaten anything since morning. Holy cow. My new maid is cooking dinner. She's so slow :( Unbearable.

I miss tuas my last time de maid ): too bad, she's looking after grandma at another house now. So good for grandma, bad for me. As for this new maid, is GONNA BE MY PERSONAL MAID :D Kidding. Dad will kill me. I swear! He's beside me looking at what im typing. Can i have my personal time dad? Hahahahaha. Irritating oldddd man :/ ok young man! Hopeee dinner is gonna be ready soon :(

RIBBIOUNXZX.

PINK PINK PINK !

Rose de clip, cute? :)

Close up.

Th big one there was made be my sister. So pretty.

PINSPINSPINS. spins spins spins. Haha.

Green ? :)

Maybe gold? One of my favourite.

Obviously its chio luh. Pink okey!

Ribbons, $1xx.

Sexy baby.

Love her always.

My baby chio anot?

Baby :D

Close up.

Gold again.

Red pokka :D

Bangbang :/

Ribbs.

Closee ups.

I was like counting then i took it. LOL. $400+

JunRui's.

Mine :D

Whoooooops. Im taking the Milo lar :X

Its like 8pm now. Dinner's still not ready! *Stomach growls*

*Heartaches*
Sorry jun :( I didnt know that you were waiting! D:
Just to let you know that you were sooo sweet this morning, throughout th whole day, tryna making my day good, like always :]

tear it apart...

2009-09-03T19:28:00.005+08:00

School was so-so today ;}

Baobei and Zhenghock didnt came. CHon quit school, seems messed up eh.. Overall was okey ya. Finished reading th novel ;} NICE AR :D

After school saw Jared and JunRui coming out of school together. Shocked yet happy ;D Then went to a blk to smoke @_@ I didnt smoke obviously. Jared was sitting in front of me and JunRui was sitting beside me. Was talking rubbish all th way.
As soon as Zihui said '' okey lets say smth bout dine '' both of them jumped up in excitement! Rofl. I glared at them. Talktalktalk, then JunRui sntch my phone! ZZZ. After that i wanted to go home, cos at there really damn boringgg :/ So we left tgt. Jared was pulled by Zihui to walk with her...... So i walked with JunRui at th back. he was walking really close to me. Notice Jared keep turning back eh? Cos he didnt wanted to talk to ZIHUI! HAHAHAHA LOL! Then i notice JunRui smiling to me so sweetly while he talked to me. Haha, everytime i see him, he will be smiling to me! Okey, then home sweet home!
Sorry blog was private just now because i was making my blogskin and i fell asleep.
Dammit!

please don't lie to me, i might ot be able to take it.

i might act like i dont know anything, cos i dont wanna face it.
Idk how but just to fake that idk anything. Understand?

HAIL TO THE HEARTBREAKER!

2009-08-31T23:15:00.004+08:00

Didn't feel well in th morning but still went to school, with JunRui as i saw him at amk. Went to hall for some performance.. Sat with handsome Jared during the performance. Haha, felt so happy with him beside me. Idk why but it seems like loveeeee somehow~ Haha. That was just a joke! Love him because he is able to entertain me at all time okey ;D

Regretted backing out from the dance :/ Haha, anywat great job girls(:

Went to amk hub to have breakfast-lunch, had less then half a plate of noodles and watermelon juice. Walkwalk with Jared, Baobei and WeiLun. Went for medicureee with baobei out of randomness :/ Made Jared and WeiLun waiting for us. Forget how long ler, was about 30-45minutes ba? Seems so fast... Then went home alone as Jared wanted to smoke and go find other people, i am rather an obstinate girl(: I say no means no. So i went home alone loh. Im not angry with u la gong. Im just lazy to reply messages. Reach home, bathe, turn on comp, then was talking to kelvin, then fell asleep! Slept from 3+ to 7+! Hahahaha. Its like 12.24 now. I left blogger here for so long! And im going to sleep now! AGAIN!

No pictures for today (:
Sweetdreams everyone, PEACE! <3

BETTER BE.

2009-08-30T21:49:00.005+08:00

So hey Jaslin :D

Firstly, you gotta know that this tagboard is mine, i can remove it when ever i want :) Seriously. i just wanna tell you to stop acting so oh -so devoted to Marcus IN MY BLOG. I don't even think he even cares. But i sympathise you.

No other words to use besides bitch?

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Im still having sore throat! I thought i've recovered :( love my sexy voice.

Dad is damn weird, I swear. He kept asking if i had a boyfriend and blabla, asking me why aint i going out. When i go out, he says im just wasting my time with guys out there / now he is chasing me out. Argh!

Me : handsome?(showing jared's picture) :X
Dad : Your boyf?
Me : No. Or this guy more handsome? (junrui's pic)
Dad : me better.

I gave him a diao face. Rofl. Then he came in my room again.

dad: Who is this guy?
me : My friend.
dad : What so special about him?
me : He is just a normal guy lor.

Laughs.. Then sister started laughing, idk why. But it sounds funny.
Going off nowww, love everyone. Tired alreadyysss. School tmr! Nights!