easy to want, difficult to get
Nov 2, 2009 1:41 AM
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No more whining, i've thought it through.
I will just walk away calmly even though im burning hot inside. I will just shut my eyes and let things go. I will keep my cool, even though im on the verge of eruption. I will just scream out loud in my heart, bite my lips and let everything pass even though thats not what i wanted them to be. Im doing this because im Geraldine :)
I really wanna fly away. I wanna do smth i really love doing.. i wan a change of envir. Drift to somewhere no one knows me and restart everything. Fantastic isnt it :) Why cant i do that.? I have really no idea. I think its easy to want, difficult to get.
My sis just asked me a question,
My reply.WOW ^^. It just came out of my mouth like i believed it but do i? Anyway someone close just came out on me. Haha. People are coming out story that are getting more and more everyday-life-like. No drama anymore? Why? I wan drama.. Haha well im happy as long as he's happy.
Why bother telling me so much? You're so selfish. Seriously. You did that because you know he's after me? Its Sky im referring to. You're selfish. Plain selfish. You dont love me. You just want me, all by yourself so that others wouldnt have the chance to love me. I know what you did to sky behind my back. You better stop it before i start asking people to do it back to you. You should know that 1 word from me, gets 10mens down.
I really wanna fly away. I wanna do smth i really love doing.. i wan a change of envir. Drift to somewhere no one knows me and restart everything. Fantastic isnt it :) Why cant i do that.? I have really no idea. I think its easy to want, difficult to get.
My sis just asked me a question,
"Why doesnt God give us what we want? If he's almighty why cant he just give us what we wish for?
"God wants us to appreciate the things we get so he makes it tough for us to get it."
Why bother telling me so much? You're so selfish. Seriously. You did that because you know he's after me? Its Sky im referring to. You're selfish. Plain selfish. You dont love me. You just want me, all by yourself so that others wouldnt have the chance to love me. I know what you did to sky behind my back. You better stop it before i start asking people to do it back to you. You should know that 1 word from me, gets 10mens down.
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