heartache.
Jun 11, 2009 2:48 PM
I'll be lying to you if i told you
losing you was something
i could handle.
You're not mine in th 1st place :(
losing you was something
i could handle.
You're not mine in th 1st place :(
How i wish i could get what i want. Everything i fancy. Like a little kid wanting a candy and cry over it so that mummy would buy it for me. But i can't be crying over you and ask mummy to make you mine right... I wished i could do that. Im not a baby anymore, yes i know. But how i wish i am a baby now and cry over you and ask mummy to let me have you.
Totally rubbish i know. I hope i can forget everything and start a new life. Laughs. All craps? You don't understand me. Actually i don't need anyone to understand me. Cos i cant even understand myself :( Thats why im always thinking about things.
Ya, i know i think alot. How will i know what im doing if i don't think and confirm what i want or really need? I need a hug now. Why? Becos im sad.
There are always reasons and meaning to everything people do. Even me, everybody. So im always thinking everybody. Why did they say or do that, i always try to understand others before i do or say anything about them.. Except nasty ppl. But some people won't think about how others feel... Yes im right. But the only thing im thinking now is.... Why am i doing this? It doesnt concern me right? Its their problem.. But why am i doing all this? Thinking about others and making myself so lost when they don even give a damn about it. Yupp, call me stupid. Indeed i am. Im born like this. STUPID. That will be th reason why im doing it. Caring for others.
Im gonna read more books :'(
Totally rubbish i know. I hope i can forget everything and start a new life. Laughs. All craps? You don't understand me. Actually i don't need anyone to understand me. Cos i cant even understand myself :( Thats why im always thinking about things.
Ya, i know i think alot. How will i know what im doing if i don't think and confirm what i want or really need? I need a hug now. Why? Becos im sad.
There are always reasons and meaning to everything people do. Even me, everybody. So im always thinking everybody. Why did they say or do that, i always try to understand others before i do or say anything about them.. Except nasty ppl. But some people won't think about how others feel... Yes im right. But the only thing im thinking now is.... Why am i doing this? It doesnt concern me right? Its their problem.. But why am i doing all this? Thinking about others and making myself so lost when they don even give a damn about it. Yupp, call me stupid. Indeed i am. Im born like this. STUPID. That will be th reason why im doing it. Caring for others.
Im gonna read more books :'(
Labels: save me.
